
“He’s always been my muse, though,” the (at the time) 24-year-old says, later hiding under a blanket in the passenger seat of her brother’s car as they drive by her ex’s house. While the first half of the inaugural episode focuses on Ke$ha’s partying ways (with the oft-refrain “let’s get drunk!”), it then slows down as she takes in an unimpressed New York Times review of one of her shows, laments about her being bullied by celebrity gossip blogger Perez Hilton (who released nude photos of her and has made several pointed attacks) and wanders along Venice Beach woefully recounting the lost love in her life whom she met when she was 18 and who wanted her “to settle down and have babies.” But of course, life on the road called.

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